The Blue Ocean

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I have to realise if this continues I will be hurting myself and my future! :( Jan 20, 2020

The Blue Ocean was last seen:: Jan 20, 2020

1. The Blue Ocean
  I have to realise if this continues I will be hurting myself and my future! :(
  
  Jan 20, 2020
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2. The Blue Ocean
  Day (-1): Ok, so i had a streak of 4 days. Today my inner demon decided to destroy me and ruin my life, PMOx3. Exam on Friday. Major worry.
  
  Jan 14, 2020
3. The Blue Ocean
  So I created a point system for myself and currently I am at -6 points.... I have to get up and study instead of PMO (face-palm).
  
  Jan 9, 2020
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    -10 now. really...
    
    Jan 10, 2020
  3. The Blue Ocean
    -14 from that day
    -14+9-4= -9 right now.
    
    Jan 14, 2020
  4. The Blue Ocean
    -9-8=-17
    
    Jan 14, 2020
4. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0:Next time this happens I have to be prepared and have a plan! -5 points now...
  
  Jan 7, 2020
5. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0: -4 points to me :S ... wowooo....
  
  Jan 1, 2020
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  2. StraightEdge3616
    Hang in there and get back up.
    
    Jan 1, 2020
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    I got up, but 6 days later I fell down again @StraightEdge3616 . I don't understand why when I get close to one week I fail.... lol
    
    Jan 7, 2020
    
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  4. StraightEdge3616
    It's difficult. I definitely hear you on that. But keep fighting. Don't give up.
    
    Jan 7, 2020
    
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6. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0. I am thinking of creating some kind of game: everyday without PMO gives 3 points.
  
  Dec 30, 2019
  2. The Blue Ocean
    And every MO is -1 point.
    Every P session is -3 points. ( So PMO = -4).
    
    In the end of the month, count the points and see, is it very positive or negative? :O
    
    Dec 30, 2019
  3. CodeTalker
    I did a system like that. Those points would allow me to have access to some prize like buying a game or something.
    
    Dec 30, 2019
    
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  4. The Blue Ocean
    That is a really good motivation :D
    
    Jan 1, 2020
7. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0. One day can really escalate to something else.
  
  Dec 27, 2019
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8. The Blue Ocean
  I was close to make progress, but then I took steps backward instead :/
  
  Dec 1, 2019
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  2. A leaf
    "no matter how many times we fall, we will get up and still fight!" ~ A wise man
    
    Pick up your shield & keep training
    
    Dec 2, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    Thank you @A leaf :)
    
    Dec 4, 2019
9. The Blue Ocean
  Don't get back-stabbed by your urges again. Day 1.
  
  Nov 12, 2019
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10. The Blue Ocean
  Remember, you are worthy. You can change the current situation with discipline!
  
  Oct 10, 2019
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11. The Blue Ocean
  If there is something I have learnt during my years of being here is that the first 0-2 days are the hardest also days 4-8
  
  Oct 10, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    Afterwards I feel it can be slightly easier, if no external factors messes things up...
    
    Oct 10, 2019
    
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12. The Legend of Hope
  Thanks for the follow :)
  you are the Knight with Hope ^^
  
  Oct 6, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    I sir! A knight with hope, goals and dreams! ;D
    
    Oct 7, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    And I gladly appreciate that you followed me as well ^^
    
    Oct 7, 2019
    
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13. The Blue Ocean
  Day 3: no matter how many times we fall, we will get up and still fight!
  
  Oct 6, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    That’s right!
    
    Oct 6, 2019
    
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  3. The Legend of Hope
    Exactly!
    
    Oct 6, 2019
    
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14. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0... How weak for not actually fighting back..
  
  Sep 25, 2019
  1. The Legend of Hope, Meisterkatze, Hope never dies and 2 others like this.
  2. Hope never dies
    It's okay during a battle training we sometimes fail but it doesn't mean that we are weak but it means we are learning stay strong brother . You are tougher than you believe stronged than you imagine. You have strong will power you are yet to recognize it . Stay strong!
    
    Sep 25, 2019
    
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    Thank you so much bro! And I appreciate that you spread hope.
    You are good and kind, and strong as well
    Bless you!
    
    Sep 28, 2019
    
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15. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0 again. Don't lose hope!
  
  Aug 23, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Never!
    
    Aug 23, 2019
    
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  3. The Legend of Hope
    I AM HERE!
    
    Oct 6, 2019
    
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16. The Blue Ocean
  Day 0. PMO "Slowly-killing-poison that will consume me and harm me so much that my soul will have scars"
  
  Aug 17, 2019
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17. vxlccm
  Get back up and this week can still be the foundation to a better future :)
  
  Jul 22, 2019
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  2. The Blue Ocean
    OH YES! I can feel the energy and flow in me! :D The only thing that is messing me up right now is the stress from my thesis work and my exaams!! :S heheh
    
    Aug 7, 2019
    
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18. The Blue Ocean
  Back to day 0. "You have to realise your behaviour is really destroying yourself."
  
  Jul 20, 2019
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19. The Blue Ocean
  I am in love and loved and heartbroken on the same time :(
  
  May 1, 2019
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  3. The Blue Ocean
    @vxlccm Sorry for late reply, I think my notifications got cleaned somehow. Thanks for your support :)
    
    Jul 20, 2019
    
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  4. The Legend of Hope
    I go beyond 100% if needed
    
    Jul 20, 2019
    
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  5. The Blue Ocean
    Me too sometimes @Hero:HOPE ;)
    
    Aug 7, 2019
    
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20. The Blue Ocean
  its day 0 again, after 2 peaceful weeks, BUT I don't give up yet! :)
  
  Apr 10, 2019
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  3. Deleted Account
    You can recover and start again with more determination and focus :)
    
    Apr 14, 2019
    
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  4. The Blue Ocean
    Thank you both! :)
    I know what causes it but I can't stop that. And when those days come I become too weak and I lose my defence. :s
    
    Apr 30, 2019
    
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  5. Deleted Account
    You weakness will turn into strength if you start believing, you will soon realize that you can resist and walk away from temptation :)
    
    May 1, 2019
    
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