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Post published by Hitormisshuh
im 18 and i started watching sp when i was about 15, i started watching porn when i was 8 or 9. crazy right? i just really need some reinforcement right now and some tips. recently i started watching a certain hypno which i will not name, anyways on Saturday "yesterday" i had ended drinking a shit ton of whiskey. i had a bunch of my buddy's over, their not really surprised when i get way the hammed as i guess i am what you would call a compulsive drinker. after drinking probably 3/4 of my 750ml bottle i remember nothing, this is not usual for me as even when i drink more than that, i still remember stuff clearly. but from what my friends told my i basically begged this girl to beat the shit out of me, i believe the hypno had some play in this. i do enjoy pain from women but begging a girl like that infront of a bunch of is not something i would do. she did end up slapping me a few times, when i woke up and by friends were telling me about it luckily that weren't too freaked out and were mostly just joking about it. that was my lowest low, never in my life have i ever done something like that. i need to stop with this hypno, as if it continues i could lose many friends and family. i dont want to beg in front of people like that it is not me, i apologized to the girl in the morning and i hope this doesn't affect my social status. please if you have any tips please tell me.
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StarLightReboot
I'd suggest you read 'Your brain on porn' book available on the website of the same name - it really kickstarted me to start fighting porn addiction. And, I have good news for you - you've made your first step - you've understood that you have an addiction! Wish you luck
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Maninsearchofasoul
There's stories about South Koreans trapped in North Korea that don't drink at all to avoid the stigma and social punishment. You carry a burden my friend and drinking excessively while carrying it, especially in front of others is a very bad idea. I don't usually like to do this to people after shit like this but, seriously get your stuff together dude. Though it's still not the end of the world. Stay away from the bottle for a while, have some fortitude, and make a clear declaration to stop masturbation and porn, especially sP.
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Maninsearchofasoul
Sorry if that sounds harsh I usually don't write like that but I hope all the world for you, you can do it. Just don't do things that you know you shouldn't do
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Khufu
our spirit loses control of the mind an body so it drifts out, the mind an body then falls under auto piliot running off primarily urges, impulses , instincts, when it wears off then do we the spirit re enters the body once again but not in the condition we left it, thats why we feel really lonesome when we drink, the body misses the spirit ,
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Restoringlinkinfamilychain
Thanks for sharing your story. I think you should lay off the bottle for a while as you firm yourself up. You have the benefit of age when your mind still has a lot of plasticity and you can mold it to strong developed habits. You can do this!
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Restoringlinkinfamilychain
You should never drink 3/4th of a 750 ml bottle! Keep yourself to a max of one drink per day. Enjoy everything in moderation
