Post published by KCan

I was first exposed to porn when I was about 9 or 10 years old. I was using my mom's ipad and was on safari. It amazes me how easy it was for a innocent, little kid to wind up on the websites I was on. Anyways, I still hate to think about how much different I would be if I did not encounter those websites. After that point I became curious to look at pornographic images. My parents would end catching me a number of times. And I would then restrain from looking at porn for decently long periods of time. I really was on, off, on, off. Eventually I discovered pornographic movies. This was when it began to really go downhill. After a while I touched myself for the first time. Soon I figured out how masturbation works. I was hooked. I began watching more hardcore porn and my view on women began to change. I knew all of this was wrong but I couldn't stop myself. I have spent many hours feeling bad for myself after masturbating. I would look up new techniques to stop and how to block porn on my computer. I wanted to change but my body did not. And throughout all of this I have gone to church every Sunday. I have been raised in the Catholic faith. It is simply to easy to access porn nowadays. I hope that with the help of this community I can finally stop. I just wish it was easier to find nofap than it was to find pornhub. If it was easier I most likely wouldn't have wasted so much of my time.