Post published by Nicolas Wren

I am back after a while, while I try desperately to completely forget about sissy porn it seems unachievable for more than a few month. While I have been able actually having been able to forget about it for a month I ended up relapsing in quite a spectacular fashion. During this time it seems that my addiction has mostly moved towards hardcore femdom, though the sissy porn still is present. Recently due to personal reasons I am under very serious stress and my masturbation addiction seems to have reached new highs as I still feel the need to masturbate after 6 orgasms per day. The only thing that seems to even get me hard is seeing someone getting pegged while being insulted and bound. It just makes me more and more miserable, it goes just feels wrong everytime yet I still keep on doing it, with my currently deteriorating mental health it seems that my only way to improve it by getting rid of this addiction. I have tried anything from cold showers to exercise, even going to church despite not being massively religious. All of them help me for a few days before losing their effect.