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bluestars
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Nov 13, 1992 (Age: 31)
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Los Angeles, CA
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Social Media Manager & Event Photographer

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bluestars

Fapstronaut, Female, 31, from Los Angeles, CA

Relapsed, and did so for hours. It's now the afternoon and I'm once again wasting my life and time. I'm deeply disappointed in myself. Jun 7, 2017

bluestars was last seen:
Oct 2, 2018
    1. bossdiscipline
      bossdiscipline
      Stay strong. Feel better. *hugs*
      Jun 7, 2017
      1. mac_walker and bluestars like this.
      2. bluestars
        bluestars
        Thanks. I'm drowning my sorrows in tea and work. *sighs*
        Jun 7, 2017
      3. bossdiscipline
        bossdiscipline
        Here for ya. Stay busy, it will pass.
        Jun 7, 2017
    2. bluestars
      bluestars
      Relapsed, and did so for hours. It's now the afternoon and I'm once again wasting my life and time. I'm deeply disappointed in myself.
      Jun 7, 2017
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      3. Ｈｏｂｂｅｓ
        Ｈｏｂｂｅｓ
        The reality is we are, to a certain degree, powerless. We're fighting an addiction which has significantly reduced our willpower to nothing by way of neuro pathways. We can't judge ourselves in the same way you would judge someone who's willpower is healthy. For some of us this journey will be a series of falls and rises. Relapses are a part of recovery, so you're still on the right path, bluestars!
        Jun 7, 2017
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      4. mac_walker
        mac_walker
        Don't give up
        Jun 7, 2017
      5. vulture175
        vulture175
        spirituality
        Jun 8, 2017
    3. bluestars
      bluestars
      Hi, I'm M! I'm new to the community but I've been wanting to do this for a long time. I have a porn and masturbation fixation.
      May 26, 2017
      1. Wise_Paragon and Jae like this.
      2. Jae
        Jae
        Welcome!
        May 26, 2017
      3. Wise_Paragon
        Wise_Paragon
        First step is admitting it, second step admitting it to others. You'll be fine, Welcome.
        May 26, 2017
      4. bluestars
        bluestars
        Thanks you. I think it's going to be good for someone to bear witness, so I can actually follow through with my decisions this time.
        May 28, 2017
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Nov 13, 1992 (Age: 31)
    Location:
    Los Angeles, CA
    Occupation:
    Social Media Manager & Event Photographer
    Hi, kinkster here. Bratty sub, to be specific. I'm in a committed relationship with a very wonderful guy.

    I grew up without TV. I unfortunately have been watching porn and masturbating on the internet since I was 10 years old. Being a reader as a child meant that I was exposed to a lot of adult themes in literature at an early age; I might have technically been able to read those books but I emotionally was not ready for them.

    I consider myself very well educated on the topics of sex. I am part of a female health ambassador program and I've made it a point to get in tune with my bodily needs and my sexual pleasure. This is why I'm here. I've realized that when I masturbate, it takes away from the desire of my relationship. It makes me complacent with where I am in my life. I need more fire in me, and I'm hoping to find that here.

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