Recent content by iWILL123

Back to day zero. Smh, Im so stupid. I knew what was gonna happen. Oh well, i can use this as a learning experience and not make the same mistake. NEVER GO TO ANY MEDIUM THAT HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT. Chances of relapsing increase by a thousand times. Once you've had that taste, its takes superhuman...

Loneliness and boredom are two of the biggest reasons why I end up masturbating. Being lonely and bored means I am not doing anything productive. AKA missing out on an opportunity to become better, falling behind on deadlines, and simply wasting life away. I know I'll look back in the future and...

Pathetic. I will never lose.

I've done it again. Downloaded some pics of an ig model on my phone (deleted them). Watched twerking videos (never watching again). This is me finding ways around PMO to fulfil my lust. Therefore, I'm resetting my counter. I must abstain completely. Even my thoughts, I must battle. I will be free.

Day 7: First week over, but I don't feel like I have made progress. On two separate occasions, I went on Instagram and started looking at super hot chicks. Started fantasizing.. Ultimately, I end up feeling like a loser knowing that not only the fantasy will never come true, but the fact that I...

I have failed over and over. I even got to 100 days last year but I've failed a thousand times since. Yet, I am still trying. I refuse to give up. The day I've given up is the day I die. Keep fighting. If there's people who can go years without PMO, why can't we? What's stopping us? Nothing.

When your body is telling to succumb to your desires, and you do, then you feel like trash. I feel you man. I go through the same thing. NoFap is a challenge every second of life. You have to enter into a mental zone where you absolutely refuse all urges no matter what. I suggest you find your...

Day 5: I've achieved accomplished one of my goals I've trying for a year now yesterday. Super pumped. But these urges are getting stronger and stronger. Came back to the forum to get my head straight. Haven't accomplished much today and day is almost over. I need more motivation... How the hell...

Day 1 complete. I feel Great. I am highly motivated.

Thanks bro much appreciated. Yea, even though I know how good life is without PMO, I still keep falling for it over and over. That 100 days was almost a year ago now. I probably relapsed 100 times since then. Nonetheless, what matters is I do not give up. Someday, I'll be completely free from...

I abandoned NoFap, but its actually a great help. I need something like this to keep myself motivated. I hate myself for falling for this shit again. Completely back to where I was. No control whatsoever. Back to square 1 Imma gonna beat those 100 days. Life without PMO is so much better

Some motivation for me to keep going - Your father was a heavy tobacco user for a long time, and he was able to quit it and haven't touched it for 2 years now. If he can do it, so can you.

This is what happened - "I already watched porn, so f*** it why not just relapse completely." Stupid brain. It pisses me off to know l am still addicted to this shit. I cannot go back to my old ways. I must fight. Porn is not good. Sexualizing women is not good. Wasting semen for seconds of...

I broke promise I made earlier is what hurts the most.

Watched porn. Why did I watch it? No excuses. Back to scratch.