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New Fapstronaut, Male, 22
Hope that you are fine.
Bro, don't suicide, you have great potentail!
Since you are here you know suicide is not the option. All the stuff you describe is a path most of us walked in one form or another. You have plenty of life. For now focus on making it through the 90 day reboot. Take it one day at a time and you'll eventually reach a better place.