UK Lad
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UK Lad

Fapstronaut, Male, from United Kingdom

Really strugglin. 500 days again. Slight relapse few weeks ago without M. Family problems. Mood issues. So depressed. SSRIS ruined my life! May 20, 2020

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Dec 15, 2020
    1. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Day 384. I relapsed ? without PM but very little orgasm. being alone doesn’t help. Need to fight it or I will end up back in a psyche ward
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      2. Muphy
        Muphy
        You can do it. Keep the door closed for PMO. AND OPEN THE doors to the happiness and satisfaction
        Oct 21, 2019
      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        I don’t think in gonna do it I’m so depressed.. I need to get rid of my phone and can’t live without it
        Oct 21, 2019
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    2. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Antipsychotics ruin my life. Now Wen I flare I flare & can’t control my temper. 5 days out of 7 im fine. Just wen I get angry I go psycho.
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      2. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        I struggle to make progress. I’ve realised after believing in god for a long time that I snap instantly and do the worst things like watch porn or become foul mouthed and cursing etc but I don’t really mean it.. then I can’t worship god for days.. so depressed. I’m not in control of myself anymore.. it might also be porn that’s contributing..
        Oct 21, 2019
      3. Dojokyoto
        Dojokyoto
        May Almighty God cure you from all forms of sickness. We are all with you:-)
        Oct 29, 2019
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    3. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Day 380. Left home. Watched 20 mins of Lucy ** , Rubbed below no MO, but showered immediately without O. Prayed. Depressed. Despair. Hopeful
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    4. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Feeling sad. Watched 10 mins of porn after family argument. Just when I thought I had my emotions under control. Nofap isint a cure
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      2. Dojokyoto
        Dojokyoto
        'Cure' is a decision, take it and never doubt it. Isn't it great to be a non pmoer! Enjoy it, celebrate it:-)
        Oct 29, 2019
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    5. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      14 yr old white school girls dating older drug dealers.. crazy.
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    6. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      I kiss a girl at 14. use to chat up girls 7 yrs older than me. Not anymore. At 15, a 21 yr old girl asked me if I watch porn.. I didn’t kno
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    7. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Things seem good. Usually have a mental episode around 3-4 months in. then hospital. God may have cured my 26 yr addiction. I feel blessed
    8. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      12 years of antipsychotics.. been off them 4 months now.. snapped a few times and regained control but I’m not the same anymore
    9. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      This shit is not working. 18 months in and depressed as hell. Temptation is so strong to watch pmo.. exercise makes it worse!
      1. Dojokyoto
        Dojokyoto
        Try reading Allen Carr's Easy Way to Stop Smoking Allen Carr's Easy Way to Stop Smoking...it will help cleanse your brain from the remaining 'brainwashing' caused by pmo. Good luck:-)
        Oct 29, 2019
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    10. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      18 months of NoFap. Face wise looks/body improved but not 100%, I’d say 55% I look a good person. 40% is the weight and 5% is colour.
      1. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        Weight still issue. Weight slowly dropping I look quite improved but long way to go. Was at 13.5/ probably at 12.8kg, 11 is the target or 11.5kg. Eyesight still not restored even though it is improving, night vision very bad due to previous antidepressants usage.
        Oct 9, 2019
    11. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Getting close to marriage in 2 months. lots changed since I left pmo in April 2018. glimpsed occasionally but it’s been difficult, still is!
      1. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        It always will be but thats alright
        Oct 7, 2019
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    12. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Life’s good, getting better. Probably in day 300, but life’s good.
    13. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Very depressed. Been to visit parents. Day 300, Head is killing brain zaps pmo withdrawal! Will try reading books 2day & all week.
    14. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Also very depressed last few days.. just wanna die
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      2. SREENII
        SREENII
        CONGRATS..YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH..THESE SYMPTOMS ITSELF INDICATE THAT YOUR BRAIN IS REWIRING TO NORMAL ONE AT A SUPER SPEED..KEEP GOING..WE ALL ARE WITH YOU
        Sep 28, 2019
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      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @SREENII thanks .. I was on day 485 but reset a few times by 50 days each. Im now on day 300.. I’m suffering withdrawal symptoms again from watching porn recently . I’m just hoping I don’t end up back on meds or hospital. It feels too much!
        Sep 28, 2019
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    15. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Girls married or not watching me whilst other girls look at me this is weird! They won’t approach me! When I was 465 days, not 1 came to me!
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    16. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Something wasn’t right whilst living in hotel few days surrounded by hot girls everywhere & in town.. they weren’t looking at me anymore!
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    17. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Not relapsing again! Prayers on time! Bit of studying daily. Stay strong my brothers!
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      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Not today!
        Sep 26, 2019
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      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @Tiger uppercut! why what happened? I relapse again this morning but didn’t use hands or force to push out semen. Had 4 showers yesterday and one today and drove my jeep recklessly. Pmo really messes you bad
        Sep 26, 2019
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    18. UK Lad
      UK Lad
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      2. SirErnest
        SirErnest
        I think the idea might be that the guy is telling women what to do and being confident. Not quite my vision but interesting view of over 30 years ago. Btw I reckon that the Boston accent is derived from either Ireland or South Wales. Look up Kennedy.
        Sep 25, 2019
      3. SirErnest
        SirErnest
        I think the idea might be that the guy is telling women what to do and being confident. Not quite my vision but interesting view of over 30 years ago. Btw I reckon that the Boston accent is derived from either Ireland or South Wales. Look up Kennedy.
        Sep 25, 2019
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      4. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @SaturnsSun lol the natural way of getting a girl to kiss u.. this how I lived old days
        Sep 25, 2019
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    19. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Safe at last. New roof on my head. But I think I’m going insane. Relapse 3 times today without hands but to a fb picture fully clothed.
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      2. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        It’s not really insanity but feels like it. It’s racing thoughts really bad feel like going crazy. Talking a lot to myself and usually about the past. Last 3 months have been difficult with my dad. That’s the reason
        Sep 25, 2019
    20. UK Lad
      UK Lad
      Officially Homeless. Staying in a $£90 a night suite, till money runs dry. No food no breakfast. Ill with fever. Have to change hotels.
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      3. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @MuscularSherlockHolmes even worse when breakfast costs $£12.50 and £$3.80 for a orange juice. Still haven’t eaten!
        Sep 24, 2019
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      4. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Why a suite and why not buy stuff in bulk?
        Sep 24, 2019
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      5. UK Lad
        UK Lad
        @MuscularSherlockHolmes I would buy in bulk but the hotel don’t let u bring food or specific drinks in .. plus no fridge or freezer etc.. it’s very expensive per night. I will have to go back to living on rent it’s a lot cheaper. I just don’t have mental energy
        Sep 24, 2019
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