Post published by brilliantidiot

Help guys I'm kinda falling off. Ditched bible studies/prayer for fun stuff. Reset 4 times in the last 2 days without even trying to resist. Today, went out of my way to find a pretty girl whose image I could jack off too, and came up with a story to tell my parents about why I'd been out so long. I feel like trash, its amazing God will forgive me anyway. I have no motivation except that I hate myself after relapsing. What can I do to get back with the program?