I fapped, but no porn. There was blood in the semen... Read online that sometimes young males get this and it goes away on its own..
I'm not a doctor, and my intention is not to scare you, but I'd have this checked out by a doctor ASAP. I see no reason why a healthy individual should EVER have blood in his semen (or urine for that matter)! Could potentially indicate something very serious.
So... Very concerned. I hadn't gotten much sleep the past few nights, and it was about to be a miserable third night awake. Desperately,
This reboot is going quite well! Mind is better spent on good books and philosophy rather than filmed prostitution.
Feeling a lot better. Been six or so days since I M'd and O'd. Wishing my fellow fapstronauts the very best.
Can I just say I feel quite blessed to have this community to support me. I hope I can offer back positive advice/motivation in return.
For sure we want to have sympathy and empathy. (empathy is sharing what we discuss on this site-caring) But reacting to feelings from urges to guilt, is not healthy. Thus, when you have a feeling, maybe an urge, see Mark's videos in SacredSexualityProject . c o m. Intellect, handling the crap we are into, is a great way to override feelings. Again, I advocate Mark's video on Cold Showers.
Move on. At least it was not w/ P! Keep fantasy out of mind if weakness sets in again. Don't let it become a scheduled habit! See SacredSexualityProject and cold shower therapy. com. Learn how your mind can dicipline every muscle in you body and your dick. Please, let me know when you video. Joel Runyon Com. Has the same therapy. Promise me you forgive yourself and take a this physical therapy seriously.
i was happy when u did nopmo for entire semester. normally u start to feel good again in day 4 with pmo. not sure about mo.the thing not is not to focus too much on regretting the relapse, but watch out p, because p can attack u easily after a mo.still, ur my idol man :D
Thanks a lot buddy. I really appreciate the positive feedback. If I can do it, anyone can do it. Stay strong and message me if you need any help.
I feel like shit now. Brain fog and dependency on other people are already coming back. Why did I have to do that?
Yea! Was about time to man the F up, let this old childish habit to those who don't know what effort means.
PMO put blinders on me. Without it, I can finally be happy and see things for what they truly are. God is good!
Day 120! Let me encourage all of you out there to make goals and avoid privacy if it means you have access to PMO!
Day 115. Need some support making it through these next five days! Almost at four whole months. I never imagined I'd get this far.
Amazing streak, just keep going and do not look back. Just do what you enjoy doing and distract yourself when you feel any urges. Do not focus too much on not fapping either. Get a ladyfriend.
Day 109. I'm not sure what flat-line really is. Either I've just gotten used to this confidence or it's waning, but I feel pretty normal.
I will absolutely, positively not hand over the control panel of my dopamine to some girls on a screen.
Tomorrow I will have achieved two full 90-day cycles of NoFap. Thank Jesus, and thank my fellow fapstronauts.
Porn is rejection. You're depending on someone who hasn't given their approval for your own happiness.