Recent Content by Nwmat1138

I would say my thoughts about transitioning solely came from sp and I constantly became more and more submissive by nature. I had never had those...

Great work! It's strange where those just pop up from isn't it. So happy that you could ignore them

Sometimes I would go days without looking or touching and definitely no orgasm. I noticed that I wasn't attracted to guys at all and the sp...

Thank you pal. I get that some night not think it's the ideal approach but it has worked for me so far. My issue and many may be similar is that...

Thanks pal I appreciate that! I'm so glad to have found this site honestly

Hi guys. I just wanted to give you a quick update. For those that don't know i've been trying to quit sp and everything that goes with it since...

That's amazing I'm so happy for you! It makes me wanna dig deep and prove to people I can beat this

I agree with everything you say. I just don't know how I can control the urges when they occur that's my biggest battle with this. I almost feel...

My phone is my satnav and I need it for calls for work unfortunately. That won't happen again it's beyond stupid!

Thanks pal I really appreciate that. I've actually found a specialist on this addiction near to me so I'm going to see if they can help too. I...

Ok I really feel like I need some help. I was on day 8 and feeling good and I don't even know what caused it but I ended up watching bbc sp whilst...

You guys are such an inspiration in this. You somehow always manage to see good and positives in so many situations. It makes me not only not want...

I agree. I definitely need to stay busy but as a Ltd company my work is so sporadic unfortunately. But i'm starting a big contract for the next...

I hear you i really do. I just don't know how to resist the urges. It's as if i'm not even capable of making a decision to do it or not...it's...

Well i'm a fucking loser...lapsed again back to day 1. At least every time this happens I hate myself that lil bit more which helps