Hi all, I'm going to start small and reward myself without PMO if I make the 3 days and just keep on going. I am not going to give up on these challenges until I have completed them all, then I can say I have full control of my addiction and I can climb the next mountain. I wish everyone here luck, and I hope you do the same for me! Day 0.
The most terrifying wake up call that brought me to this community came to me earlier today: not only did I not want to quit, I wouldn't be able to if I tried. Starting here is just the first of many steps in hardening my resolve--something I think I have truly completely lost. I hope I am not too far gone that 3 days will defeat me and I hope to see you all in the 7 day thread in a few days.
Day 3/3. Somehow, these 3 days ended up being more difficult than my 25 day streak. I am so relieved I managed to fight urge after urge, and still manage to avoid PMO. See you at the 7 day challenge!