DAY 0 - "The only way to get rid of darkness is to add more light" I won't keep it hidden for I'm pursuing change not just counting days, I will bring it to the light. I relapsed today brothers..
8th day. Generally all good. Periods of intense urge to MO but these urges pass. I sometimes allow myself during these periods to fantasise and get aroused which feels good initially but exasperates the problem as the urge then grows and intensifies.
Today was 5/30 Done It’s also day 0/30 again as well. So yeah, that happened again. On the plus side, brothers gf is no longer staying with us and has gone home, so that saves the awkward bumping into each other for the bathroom in the morning.
Day 0: I managed to go on a great streak previously, started flatlining, then... Relapsed... Frustrating! But every failure is a lesson... now I need some accountability! I feel so much more motivation to continue fighting on! With this new challenge... Wish me luck! Day 0 of 30...
Day 18. Today I think was the first day I really didn't want to fap although I was at home and had time to do it all day long. I'm very slowly getting better but this sickness I got already 4 days ago is really tough...