Guys, before I thank Harry for his answer, I advice you all to read what he answered me, if you haven't already. No need to search for my previous question on which he responded. Dear Harry, Thank you very much for your answer, time and the patience to write all that text. I ensure you that some of those useful advice that you wrote here, have already helped me today few times. I'll write them down. Wish you all best and good luck!
Day 19! I am so tired... Well just hope for tomorrow to not feel sleepy. So good night, sweet dreams!
Day 2 complete I've only beat off once in the last 11 days and damn... I pretty much have hyper sexual thoughts about any non-overweight girl who walks by.
Day 8/30: Last night/early this morning, had a dream that i was surfing porn and relapsed. My mind is playing tricks on me to start using again! FUCK THAT!!! I'm not playing this game. I know the outcome. I dictate the rules thank you very much! Love how far i've come and will keep pushing forward. P.S: Grateful for having access and affordability to healthy, wholesome FOOD!