Don't worry Bro, Stay Fearless 12 days are really nice streak you have to be admired about yourself. past is passed, be positive bro... Believe yourself one who abled to live without porn over 12 days. you can bro!! you can start over again!!! and you can do this !!! Let's fight together, we're with you... God, bless you
After many sad, tired days I decided to join this group and say hello to spring! I have a partner, but will start with the hard mode! If me and my partner feel I am better off and turn back to our normal relationship, I will skip the O of course. But for now I need to get back to a goal. It is day zero and day 90 would be on June 13th ...that looks like a tough but rewarding streak.
I did some research after my relapse and theirs an accountability program called 3xwatch. Google it! I've only ever had 1 relapse but this is what I will have to resort too if it happens a second time. I will not let this disgusting habit conquer me regardless of the measures taken. 3Xwatch records every single site you go onto and is linked to every device you have that you can use to get onto the internet . You surf as normal but it creates a report for your accountabilty partners showing any cautions, red flags even if it was for a few seconds and has an alerting feature which sends a text message to your accountabilty partners if you start to tread on anything suspicious. Its not free and because of that it moves you to get accountabilty partners that you know for a fact will not tolerate the idea of you even thinking about atching porn (example: your girlfriend, your parents, a family memeber, family friend, church minister etc) Sometimes real problems need real solutions. Give it some thought Day 2/90 out of the way Day 3 commences
Yesterday I had some urges : whilst in the shower, I consumed on my phone softcore and porn images for like 5-10 minutes, masturbated on it but not ejaculation. I consider it a relapse : so reset back to day 0 ! I made it to 20 days so far, but back to square one
Day 11 (Season II) The biggest change I felt so far, was how I deal with pain and failures in my life. I now have the ability to accept mistakes and move foreward in a better way instead of making an identity out of my past and continuing to fail. I belive NoFap forces me to not delude myself from reality, but to accept it and to do what ever I can in order to change it. I also started meditating every day. I feel the urge to stay present, in order to deal with life. All in all I hope to grow with each day of this journey, to control my focus and my mind in order to find deep fullfillment in life. #presence #power #acceptance
what difference u see after so many days .... are u married or sinlge did u had sex or these 77 days are only nofap