5/90 How many more times you wish you had been PMOing? Finding the perfect conditions and clips... Shit. IT'S ALL SHIT! Don't fool yourself with that ever again.
Day 30/90 60 days to go. It feels daunting. I'm not sure if I've actually made progress. I'm not getting any morning wood. But I recognize this as me comparing my journey with others. I need to focus on myself and stop the doubts and the temptation to throw the progress out the window. Keep strong! Keep the faith!
Ever relapsed? I'm sure you remember how shit you will feel immediately after realizing you betrayed yourself again. It's as if you were someone else for a moment. Next morning you will feel proud for staying on the right path.
6/90 How many more times would you like to PMO still? How many times would be enough? I hope this is obvious. Remember your answer the next time you feel tempted. Don't try to think it through again, just remember the answer.
Make it to another day. Way to go. P is the biggest barrier. I will replace my free time with coding, writing, reading and watching documentary.
Stop thinking about stop PMO. Start to think how to replace nightly routine. I promise myself. I will do these routine every night. 1. 2 pages of Security Analysis 2. write a paragraph 3. Code 1 exercise on dataquest Of course, there was an urge today, but I made it.
Day 4/90. I keep forgetting to post on here which I can sorta see as a good sign. I’ve been staying busy and productive. But I need to stay vigilant as well.