I'm in, i've been relapsing too much all this time, but this callenge and its dynamics are very good !, put me in that board !
Day 23, 2 papers left! Keeping with the groove, but going to want to hit a good stride these next 3 days. Thanks again NoFap community for your support!
One more day my friends. Feeling pretty low today, broke my hard mode reboot by having sex with wife and today i feel nervous as hell and with brain fog. oh well . honestly i think hard mode is the best form of reboot, at least for the first months. i was feeling really well until i cave into sex. so i´m going to try again for another 90 days hard mode. i think is better to deal with the urges than to deal with the returning symphoms of pmo. lot´s of downfalls today among the Fellowship. I hope everybody is allright. hang in there brothers and sisters. Let´s welcome the new member of the Fellowship: @BLACKDEWER The following brothers have upgrade and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!! @belio123 - Uruk-Hai @jimmyanderson - Bree / Eriador Let´s keep going Fellowship. Dark days are upon some of us, but new days will come, better days, i know it! One for all, and all for one.
Day 44 Depression attack continues.. From withdrawal I think as well as I m having a reason to b depressed.. Long story short : I realized the guy I was really into, was never into me and was not even the guy who I would like if I had known who he was at first..I had huge huge crush on him and fell for him without knowing him, I used to swim oceans for him.. Fighting with friends, giving up good stuff, messing grades and putting myself into this addiction and Ptsd.. In the end he never liked me .and I wasted 2 years of my life and multiple exam and heath and everything for a guy who had nothing for me and all along was just pretending to have feelings.. Sucks So my withdrawal depression is amplified Sign of healing Ya I know but it sucks What sucks most is that I got zero motivation to do anything.. To meditate, to clean my room to study to do any small thing.. This sucks
Checking in ! Lust is sexual activity not for the sake of procreation but for the enjoyment received by stimulation of sexual organs and it doesn't matter if you do it with woman,man or with yourself it is slowly killing you, making you unable to function properly(especially sucks brain fog and damaged comprehension(it when you are unable to understand due to the brain damage).
Sounds to me you are already past half way to defeating your depression by accepting your reality - it takes some people 40+ years to get out of a toxic relationship because they never face the truth - well done sister - lean into your faith
Always! We can´t win this battle alone and only with our human strength. This is more than stopping watching some videos on internet, or doing embarrassing things in the bathroom: in this we risk our soul and getting the eternal life of happiness or an eternal suffering. And we have important allies in all the Saints, who pray constantly for us. Let us ask God for the grace to overcome this vice and save our soul and He will give it to us. The Virgin Mary intercedes for us.
Keeping myself accountable, Some heavy urges rolling in. Gonna take a quick lap and get back to papers. Just had a meditation. Still going strong!