Day 1 Surprisingly I don't feel as bad as I thought I'd be. No big dermatitis flare up (at least not yet), and I feel my energy hasn't been greatly depleted. I did a good cardio workout yesterday and my stress level is down. I have newfound determination by starting to post regularly on this forum again and really taking the time to focus and try to redirect my sexual thoughts. Usually I still feel like crap so soon after a relapse. Perhaps it's just mentally I've changed, and that has affected my body. After being so fed up when I last relapsed, I guess I was able to find some more determination and have been cultivating it. I'm feeling pretty good. The next days? Let's bring it on!
Day 1/3 done finally! Had gone through a rough patch, but today was splendid. I am more confident and will continue to overcome this challenge.
Day 0 Relapsed The dreaded dermatitis flare up hit me real hard earlier today and I succumbed to PMO to temporarily temper the symptoms, even though I know it's what ultimately leads to the breakouts in the first place. Spent several hours edging to porn but at least I didn't ejaculate, so hopefully it won't be as bad this time around. But I'm still dreading the next several days of recovery though. My determination hasn't taken a beating, which is good. Here we go again!
