Drank a little bit too much last night, but had a shit ton of fun; and not a single urge when I came home to PMO... PROGRESS!!! lol. 18/365
Going through a tough time here at 64 days guys. Very restless with out-of-control fantasizing last night. Went right up to the edge but pulled myself back. Honestly I'm feeling pretty iffy right now. But will try to power through the urges. I see others here with higher daycounts so trying to use that as motivation.
Posting again, sorry guys - I'm just staying glued to nofap right now to help me get through this struggle I'm going through. Almost gave in again earlier today. Actually considered dropping my web filter, and creating an account on one of my old worst sites. But realized how sick I'd feel if I went through that whole cycle again, with it's inevitable result - feelings of guilt, remorse, frustration, anxiety, depression, etc. I just can't afford that anymore. Especially now, my life is already difficult for other reasons, and I cannot work against myself by adding even more stress with the whole PMO binging routine. Wish me luck guys, this is a tough one. But we must never ever give up. Sometimes you just have to dig even deeper, and fight with all you've got.
Keep going strong. I'm rooting for you. I also have been feeling iffy lately. You just motivated me with reminding me how it all end up aka "playing the tape". You have got this!
Thanks man, seriously it helps a lot right now just to hear a few words of encouragement from someone who gets it.