now is exactly 7 days i started this challenge. I faced in this time a wet dream but also the fact i am going to start my first job so my life is changing. i started this challenge with the idea to improve my social skills. i can say there are very low improvements in this field
I was trying to take a nap, yesterday, and the urges began to hit me. I almost gave in, but then forced myself to unisolate myself. I've completed 2 of of the 14 day challenge!
Day 10 getting ready for war ,tomorrow is a big day , i have a big test tomorrow. Need all my power to be at its peak.
Day 2 . I feel the urge to use porn but I'm thinking about how i'm feeling after masturbate on porn videos . Is it worth it? Surely no . I'm feeling depresed and very sad after ... it's just instant gratification .
Day 7 done. I had urges big time and had trouble sleeping. Two parts on brain, on trying to convince that 6 days is good enough to be proud about, other, restricting me at every thought. Guess the best one won.
Day 2- Im feeling alright. Im trying to avid sexual content in general, because for me that leads back to porn. EDIT- I did exactly what i was trying to avoid, fuck