DAY 3 almost slipped in the morning -> reliazed wtf I am doing -> went for walk and escaped the urges plan for today is to be giga disciplined with my thoughts and breathing mechanism
@Primaris its too cold outside man Also before covid lockdown in my country (1week ago+-) my goal was weighlifting and building muscles -> you dont want to run too much to hurt your muscle growth, right now not feeling good -> like no energy -> hopefully not covid positive again And I also relapsed -> I know I had some strong words @Primaris that I wont participate in november challenge if I cant hold it together, but no, I am going to participate because this challenge is the only challenge which motivates me and sets me in the line. Cant wait for november! And I had such a great plan -> I even followed it and had very easy 2-3days, but today was stressful and I chose the easy way out instead of putting the fight. A bit sad about that, but yeah there is always another try and it starts right now! DAY 0