Day 11 complete. I am waking up tired, maybe I gave too much of my strenth during the workout on friday. 48 days without porn.
Day 0 I got carried away with my thoughts and got too involved in washing my genitals, I didn’t reach orgasm, but later that day I saw a naked boob while consciuosly looking at girls pictures online. What was I expecting to see? It’s my oen fault. And when I was doing that, I was saing to myself that I will not tell anyone about it and continue my streak like it was nothing. It was a lie just to allow me to do these things. My emotions shift my reality too much. This is not that habbit that I used to have, but it’s from the same root. How do I fight it? Do I fight it mentaly or should I simply get out of that state without doing any thinking, like with a distraction? I think I should get used to some routine that puts me back to my normal state. What could it be?
Day 1 and I will do my best. 3 tips if you relapsed recently. Watch this video and never relapse again
Stay honest to yourself, brother. This journey is also about building/staying true to your values, you made the right choice Day 4