I really hate to admit it, but I had one for a short time, hoping it'd be an alternative outlet to stop porn when no women are available. It may not technically be visual, on-the-computer porn, but I'd certainly argue that it is definitely "tactile" porn, and an escalation of addiction that associates more shame/isolation/cost with sexuality. Threw it out since I couldn't get over the weirdness, and the thermoplastic migraine-vapor smell didn't help either. Spend your money on something worthwhile instead.
Wise advice. How did you dispose of it? Did you throw it in the garbage? Is it a biohazard? Does it have to be destroyed?
Don’t feel bad. At that age my self esteem was so low I wouldn’t have even tried to have sex with a doll, for fear of rejection.