Day 12 check. It's been an incredible week and I look forward to keeping everything this way. I thought I'd relapse after my friend had sent me a video with a fucking hot blonde woman changing a spare tire, but it turned out to be ok. I told myself (my mind) that was just for run and then no more watching. It worked pretty well. Thanks God! Guys, have a nice weekend and May the Force be with You all!!!
Wow! There's a great story too: I got Covid (again) and had to take care of it and undergo all necessary treatment. It turned out that when my libido started going up today, I'm really feeling like Superman right now. I don't know what happened, but as my libido went up, the disease went down. That's all, folks! Take care and nofap forever for your own health.
1 day clean again. I am working on my cast iron seasoning right now and it will be my big busy work project over the next couple days.
Day 26! Skipped a few days of checking in boys, been super busy lately. Went over and read all your logs tho, gotta keep up with a brother's journey! Stay strong!
Day 10 I will be 11 days in an hour and a half. I have not posted in 3 days, but I am keeping clean, and keeping busy. I joined a support group for porn addicts through the paid subscription on NoFap, and it has been inspiring to see the faces and names of other men who are struggling as well. I am almost caught up on my school work, so I am thrilled about that. I have my first midterm next Thursday, so we shall see how that goes. Tomorrow will involve watching about five hours of lectures for Complex Analysis, but I will make sure to include some breaks in there throughout the day. My birthday is on Sunday, so I will be going to a Yugioh tournament to treat myself. Life is going pretty well. In 24-hours, it will be a week since I even peeked at porn, and if I can make it to Sunday with nothing, I may move myself back to day 7 to remove that problem spot from my record. That way I can be completely proud of my streak. However, at this point, it might not be completely warranted. I have not had a full relapse in 15 days, but I have had three close calls since then with last Saturday’s being the mildest. If I keep it up at this rate, I will have milder and milder setbacks (or none inshallah) and then I will be completely clean. Looking for to that day definitely. Best, Mathman1994
Day 5! Channeled my frustrations into an intense workout yesterday which really helped. Going to do so again today.