Idk where normal is. I want a boyfriend but I don’t. I want attention and idk how to do this right. How to manage feelings idk
@Floweringlife Preferences of mine are such that I absolutely under any circumstances will not be involved in a relationship of any kind until I'm completely rebooted. If I may ask what kind of attention are you desiring ?
Feeling a bit lonely and tired but stayed busy and distracted today and avoided temptation when it occurred today. Trying 2 keep taking care
Hey, I'm thankful for your decision to follow my posts. I see based on your current time frame that you are really succeeding down this path , I wish that it continues in the same direction, well done!
Feeling really thankful for amazing people in my life- family and friends and online support! & for encouragement, hope & feeling healing!
@Floweringlife That is good to hear and the right thing to say. Be thankful for every beautiful moment in your life.
I’m so thankful and encouraged. The love and mercy and kindness of God and people is wonderful. Love never fails.
Realizing also I just need more positive attention from people and quality time. And to be present/real with people. Encouraged! thanks all!
Watching Brené Brown about shame and already cried twice. It’s really good. Feeling encouraged also, to work on what I need to heal.
I felt better after that but that was a few days ago. Today I’m feeling worn out and tired and a bit lonely but I did avoid temptation today and stayed busy
Well done, if any bothers you just come here , I'm sure many will be glad to help you out, carry on ! :)
Confusing but honest feelings. It is important (I think) that we accept all the different feelings we experience in this fight. Are you journalling here?
Feeling a bit lonely but not overwhelmingly. A bit tempted to get attention in wrong way so gonna call a friend soon.
Feeling a lot more peaceful and present. I get lonely sometimes but I’m learning to reach out and make plans or find things to do.
Feeling so alive and joyful and healed and excited about life and encouraged!! And happy!!! Enjoying my life!! More confident too!
Encouraged/making progress;emotional sludge resurfacing/processing. Ok but bored and a bit lonely but nice to have energy for goals
Exactly. Don't take that energy for granted. I don't know how different the experience is between men and women but for me going through life after that fire that's supposed to burn inside you has been extinguished is the hardest part. Never give up the wind behind your sails!
Hi, welcome here! I hope you will have a good time and enough help to achieve your goals. If God if for us, who shall against us?
Christian, on the journey toward thriving healthy life. Learning better self care,healthy self identity, healthy sexuality & expression