The best anyone can do is to learn from the mistakes they have made and make honest adjustment to not let that thing happen again.
Day 3 completed. Again, busy studying outside for my exams so I have absoloutely no time for PMO. Besides being busy studying, being in a public place removes a very big part of the urge to approach porn. Wish all of you the best of luck my fellow challnegers
0/14 Hi guys, I relapsed again, what happened : Few days ago I started staying up late at night wasting time on YouTube with no definite reason just watching random videos and I was procrastinating some of my daily tasks And on Friday I stayed up late and did the same stuff, I started listening to worldly rap music, stories about worldly celebrities And bit by bit I used one of the social networks (vk) and started stocking people, and viewing pages they like e.t.c and I ended up on P and that is how I relapsed. And I forgot to mention above on Friday I also almost got into a fight while playing football cause a certain guy insulted me and I got angry, approached and pushed him, this made me feel bad afterwards, I could have just ignored. New resolutions : 1.no procrastinating 2.no wasting time on YouTube and vk (I have deleted vk) 3.attend weekly mass 4.buy a book by Matt Fred (the porn myth) am going to read this book. 5.be prayerfull again (pray rosary everyday before sleeping 6 avoid worldly music, videos or any stories that are of no good value 6.no staying up late for no reason. I used to record myself almost every Saturday reminding myself why am doing this recovery project from pmo, it was very helpful and am getting back to it too. And I have a book were I have been writing my journey since 2016, and everything I have written here I have already written them done in the book . I will even be getting a new one for 2018 So well am back to fighting again, i remind myself that I didn't start this only to lose, so I can't give up, I have to keep going.
Day 3 : It was tough yesterday night but I was determined not to do it . There was lot of uneasiness and temptation to succumb was high. Only thing which kept me going was this challenge . I wanted to post here a successful day . I started to play chess on my mobile , five games continuously. So here I am posting that I fight my demons and won. And I am determined to win over this addiction one day at a time. And thanks to all for their encouraging words on my first day. This is my last chance for overcoming habit and I am going to give it all.