Sorry, I forgot to post about Day 1. Day 2/3 Today was nice, I went out on a walk with my Mum and got a haircut. I had a speaking test in my Japanese class today, I did pretty terrible because the moment the test began my mind went blank and I literally forgot everything due to the pressure. I'm obviously feeling upset about that but it's not a big deal, it'll get easier and better simply by practicing more I didn't have any urges that I can recall but I did have a few moments where it felt like I was about to get an urge but didn't, if that makes sense.
Day 1 of 3 (No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content) Gave into the moment and complimented a girl online. Might have acted desperate, but whatever. She must have been ewwww... But fuck it. My PUA gurus say never to compliment a girl, especially not twice. But fuck em.
Day 3/3 Everyone by now has heard of Squid Game, I started watching it recently and I'm really really enjoying it, so I've used this to my advantage. Although it's a temporary strategy, I'm going to use this chance while it's available. For every day that I don't relapse, I can watch an episode of Squid Game. Surprisingly, so far I have only had 1 urge during this streak (probably because I've been very busy with work, playing games with friends during all of my free hours and thinking about Squid Game), but this method of "If you relapse you can't watch Squid Game" actually helped with that 1 urge quite a bit. I've got 3 episodes left so I can use this opportunity to reach 6 days.
Day 5. Despite having a low-stress day and a good chat with my housemate just now, am feeling some temptations. Checking in here helps me keep on track. You can do this fellow Fapstronauts!
Starting again :-( I didn’t take heed of HALTS warning signs: Hungry Angry Lonely Tired Stressed. I was at least two of those. Day 0/3
Day 3 of 3 (No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content) I'm thinking about that youtube vlog girl. I'll be right if I go towards her.