Day 30! I am going to try to make it to 90 now. This forum was a big help and hope to see some of you in the 90 day forum. Peace
Day 17 -- today was much better. I had an urge to follow up on things I'd struggled with yesterday, but I dispelled it by playing a computer game. It's not the best coping mechanism, but better than giving in. Stay strong everyone!
Kept debating with myself on whether i should update but i feel like that is the only way i will make progress. By being honest with myself. I was free yesterday got bored and ended up relapsing. It was really a slippery slope. Need to be more vigiliant show more commitment and will to beat this challenge. Started day 0/30 this morning.
I almost relapsed yesterday, I even had the search open and clicked on it but held strong. I was able to have a satisfying time with my girlfriend as a direct result. Take it from me, one of the worst feelings a guy can have is having a woman begging for you to be in her and not being able to get it up. That happened to me about a year ago and I hope it doesn’t happen to you guys but it was directly linked to this bad habit we all have. Day 10, gl guys