In the recent past I've started getting these heavy urges that make me feel like I'll pop and I will either completely do away with it or I'll m.. Thing is in more recent times I'll start m-ing and shortly after I'll lose all momentum and just stop. Before i reach orgasm. All pleasure, all sensation, everything just stops.
I know, as soon as i touch myself it is an immediate relapse. I'm asking because of your brain on porn.. Edging being worse than mo and all
That's the definition of edging. You've been relapsing. Edging over works your brain pleasure centers for no good reason, makes you tolerant. Makes you agitated, makes you sad. Sorry.