I have fallen but I have not failed. This morning I’ve edged. I wish I wouldn’t, but it just happened out of habit. A couple of minutes in I realized what had happened and I’ve hated myself, and I just wanted to keep going and just reach orgasm, reset the clock and start again because I’ve know I’ve failed. But then I’ve realize that it would be a million times more hard to start over after the self hate and brain fog in the aftermath of PMO. So I just stopped. Put my dick away and started my day. And I am so happy that I’ve been able to do it. I’m back to zero, but I am still me. And I’m happy. Good luck everyone
Checking in on Day 150. I have become a King, which is weird, considering how quickly and yet slowly the days have gone by. It doesn't feel like it's been five months to me, it just feels like a few days have gone past and then all of a sudden, I'm at Day 150. It'd be amusing if I end up feeling the same a few months later.
Day 148. Still feeling some chaser effect from the wet dreams. I need to stay focused on the path and not stray.
Checking in. Got 9 hours of uninterrupted sleep last night--with no compromising dreams--so feeling pretty solid this morning. Had a really wonderful 'dad date' with my son yesterday, and feeling grateful that some other elements of my life are falling into place. The hard emotions of earlier this week are fading, as well, and I'm looking out my window at cherry blossoms. It's going to be a good day! Be well, everyone, and stay strong.
Day 13. getting stronger everyday , some occasional urges but everything fine , anyway I dont get so confident so I keep my attention to any trigger
Check in day 1 Back to basics. Yesterday was my worst day of porn since I started NoFap in February 2020. If I wasn’t in a work meeting, I was fapping. It meant that didn’t get anything and then couldn’t sleep even though I was exhausted. That is not the life I sought when coming to NoFap. I need a new focus to help me get back on the straight and narrow. I don’t have the answer right now but I promise to keep working on it. Taking it one day at a time. Stay strong brothers and sisters!
To create a fulfilling life that did not involve porn. I want to be a better man, husband, father, leader, etc. Thanks for the question. Always worth reminding myself why I am doing this.