If you‘ve fallen you can stay in as a CONTENDER I think and restart. Don‘t lose your will to fight, please. A priest once gave me a really good advice. He said „do you know what the only medicine against this (PM) is?“ - I say „No.“ He says: „if u fall, get back up“. So I followed his advice and I slowly improved. God bless you. Stay strong. Never give up.
Ye man getting close! I'll remember that thanks dude, remove myself from the situation until it settles.
You can do this. When I had my worst urges on day 42 I wrote to all my ppl on here and I asked God to make a wall of fire around me to protect me from the demons. Because in Zechariah 2:5 it says „I will be a wall of fire around Jerusalem“. I got really hot and the right front side of my head was burning. I think God was burning the thoughts. And the prayers of my many friends on here helped too!!
Just googled what the front part of brain is for... I made bold what I think could be scientific evidence to explain why my front right side of head was burning after that prayer. The prefrontal cortex (PFC) is the cerebral cortex covering the front part of the frontal lobe. This brain region has been implicated in planning complex cognitive behavior, personality expression, decision making, and moderating social behaviour. The basic activity of this brain region is considered to be orchestration of thoughts and actions in accordance with internal goals. The most typical psychological term for functions carried out by the prefrontal cortex area is executive function. Executive function relates to abilities to differentiate among conflicting thoughts, determine good and bad, better and best, same and different, future consequences of current activities, working toward a defined goal, prediction of outcomes, expectation based on actions, and social “control” (the ability to suppress urges that, if not suppressed, could lead to socially unacceptable outcomes). The frontal cortex supports concrete rule learning, while more anteriorregions along the rostro-caudal axis of the frontal cortex support rule learning at higher levels of abstraction.
Day 30 and I am done with my celebration workout again. Feeling good for having a one month streak again. This time nothing’s gonna pull me down.
Day 88 checking in. Always keep your Warrior Spirit burning. If facing bad thoughts or bad images the best is to run from it. Run to something that is beautiful and good and to. Run with others. Yet while we are wisely running from the temptations that dosen‘t mean we are a coward. We still need to keep the heart of a fighter. Because if you lose your Spirit, you lose the fight. You better run, you better do what you can Don't want to see no blood, don't be a macho man You want to be tough, better do what you can So beat it, but you want to be bad Just beat it