[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Today is 10 days out of 14 days for this thread (only 4 more days left in this thread then moving on to the 21 day challenge!)

Total: Day 17. Tomorrow: Day 18, approaching Day 20 milestone

Urges: Minimal (not too bad, maybe almost non-existent)
Erections: No morning wood and all day, no erections at all
Libido: Slightly lower

Possibility: Entering the Flatline period anytime soon? if so, that means I'm on the right track.

Stay Strong, brothers!

 

Checking in for Day 7.

 

End of day 3 lets do this people!

 

shadows that are being fed, from human weakness in mind and act.
Vital power is being lost. A thought that is always on the coast.
A distant light with uncertainty in its way
versus
the near shadow with inevitability all along


what shall it be.

(sorry brothers and sisters, just an outburst)

 

Day 2, has been a super tough one, but I was able to push myself away from some heavy temptation, so thats something.

 

Day 8 of 14 complete, more than half way there, but there is still a lot to go

 

... day 7 ...

 

Day 7 completed
In the afternoon I was alone at home. I had a little work on the computer. Of course the situation and being alone is a powerful trigger. I opened some sexy pictures, but I quickly closed the laptop lid. Uh, it was difficult.

 

Day 5: done.
Day 6: In progress...

 

Day 3 and 4 completed, although i had a wet dream on the night of day 3.

 

Day 10/14. Didn't get around to posting yesterday, but I'm still going strong!

 

Day 13 (Total 20) - 3rd time I am making it to 20+ Days in the years of dealing with addiction. The first time I did it was 2 years ago, and I ended that streak on Day 31. Second time I did it, it was 13 months ago, ended that streak at Day 45, and now I am again clear for 20+ Days.
Those relapse were not worth it, but I was not strong enough.


I am planning to stay here until I reach 100 Days, I am already at 20% of my goal.
100 Days because during that time my brain will rewire in healthy ways and it will be easier to move forward from there

 

Day 13/14. Erections are getting stronger. 1 more day to complete 14 days no pmo challenge.

 

onto day 8 - now 14 days in total!

 

Day 1
Doing pretty ok today.
Continue the fight!

 

7/14 ok!
Have a nice week!

 

Day 12/14 is done. Had a challenging night where I almost relapsed. All my old fantasies are coming back to me in full force, even in the day time. Yet I will look forward to tomorrow to being a better day, as I was suddenly reminded of the benefits of abstinence. I have great confidence and humour in the past days and I don't want this to stop. Go go go!

 

"Completed Day 11" - "Started Day 12" (total 56 days)

Checking in for yesterday, another day out the window. Glad to have been able to abstain for 2 months.

No urges yesterday, well, maybe a little, if I'm honest, but they were so minor, which is good, cause that always makes things a bit easier.

I really think it's gonna take me a lot longer than 90 days to recover, and I know there will be many urges coming my way in the future, but I'll be ready for them.

 

Today is 11 days/14 days.
Total: will be 18 days. Tomorrow 19 days.

Soon to be out of this 14 day challenge!!!
Now finally in flatline period. No erections meaning no relapse.

 

Alright, here's to a new start!! Let's get it right this time!!