Day 2 is almost done! Guys, I feel so good. Even though I wasted my morning, I just feel so relaxed and loose. I went to boxing and really enjoyed it, had some sparring afterwards where I was really chill. I was so relaxed my punches and defense just flowed. I sparred against a guy who has a lot more experience than me, and he definitely beat me, but it wasn't like I got humiliated or anything, I feel like I held my own pretty well. I was gonna record it, but the phone of the guy I asked to do it ran out of battery. Then I went to wrestling, where I sparred a bit against a guy with 8 years of experience, and I got him to the ground a couple of times, (I weigh 10 more pounds than him) but could never pin him. He pinned me like a milllion times haha. I feel great. Why was I taking everything so seriously? You've gotta get work done, but there's no point stressing about it. My jawline is completely relaxed.
Back to zero it is. I went a few days without PMO and lapsed last night after some triggers and a boozy evening. I do feel down about it, but something felt different. Some small part in my mind has changed. Like a new sprout that needs water. The site has made me look different at this topic and give me tools to get on the road to recovery. The sucess stories are inspiring and I take heart from reading post of other people that are in the same boat. Day 0 still sucks but I am learning to pick the light and control my self bit by bit. And I want more of that. Roll on day 2...
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Day 6 completed but very far from my target of min. 21 days but tommorow i will enter into 14 days challenge
