Day 5/14 Done Damn, it was a hard night, I had an induction for my new job today and I was nervous and couldn’t sleep. The urges decided that they would make their first appearance this streak to try and convince me that you’ll sleep easier once you’ve wacked one out. I barely made it, with 3 1/2 hours sleep I goddamn made it through the 9 hour induction with style! Can’t wait as I’ll finally be doing something and not be idly sitting around.
& this 14 day challenge is completed @2525.... bt the challenge of fighting with urges continues....they r not giving up & so am i........ overall streak 21 days....... wish me luck, will power n strength as i leave this challenge to move on to a new one...._/\_ _/\_
2/14 In the morning I was at school, got back home in the afternoons, ate lunch while watching a cartoon(dragon Ball super) , got some sleep. I woke up to study, after studying I read a book (show us the father). And now am updating you and after this I will pray the rosary and sleep.
After taking time to strengthen myself on the 7 days challenge, I'm back in the 14'er. Much luck to everyone here!
Forgot to report my successful 14-day challenge!! Onto the 21, LET'S GO!! Honestly not seeing any positive benefits yet, and have been incredibly close to relapse over the past 2 days.. That being said I have managed to resist, but fuck is it hard!! Metaphorically and on occasion quite literally lol..
Day 0 again. I slipped, but as always learning to change incrementally. I come home from work exhausted and make that an excuse to jump on my computer and get lost in videos, explicit or not. I forget about my long term goals and reasons behind my struggles. I need to remember to keep that in focus and not let short-term suffering dominate my actions.
Day 8 of fourteen down. I’m really inspired by everyone’s stories and their struggle to recover so thank you letting me see this brief glimpse of your souls.
Back to day 0. I fought hard but in the end i lost. It is what it is so i´ll just keep going and not beat myself up too much. I´ll thoroughly analyse what happend today. I hope this will be a valuable lesson. Thanks for reading.