Relapsed. Felt that I could cheat because I'm a first timer on this challenge so that I could reset without feeling much guilt and shame. Turns out, I cheat no one but myself. I don't care right now, I'm tired of this suicide thought.. I want to finish this challenge. Day 0 / 7
Day 2/7, I think. The much dreaded weekend lies in front of us, but fortunately a friend is coming over for the weekend!
I relapsed before I was even 24 hours in. I'm so disappointed in myself. So I am restarting again today, day 0.
1/7 im in it 2 win it lol.....erthangs go n great .....the opportunity 2 even b apart of sumthin so great is enough to keep me motivated...thanks guys ..stay strong
Reporting in. Playing Swtor to pass time during weekend. Nice. Hope you guys are well. I know its gonna be tough urges ahead. But I feel im prepped for this. This is day5. Two more nights.
Somebody give me a support. I'm going through the first day. I had to start few times. Now it's been almost half a day.. Now in control. Not sure if I could control.
