8/14 Yesterday attended mass from Morning till late in the afternoons, got home cooked, ate and tried to watch a Christiam movie but fell asleep cause I was tired. Woke up to do my school presentation, after wards chatted a bit with my friends, watched some catechism lessons, and now am updating you, and immediately after this I will recite the rosary and go to bed.
Day 3/14 is complete. Tempted by a trigger that happened today innocently while watching a non-pornographic vid. Stayed strong. This is partially harder than normal because of making a concious effort about it, but also easier for the same reason.
Day FIVE of FOURTEEN. Welcoming love back into my life again. Allowing myself to love who I am. It has helped me so much.
So I made it 5 days and gave in. Maybe I should take the 7 days challenge first before trying this one. I didn't realize that I had so mu addiction.
Day 1. This challenge is making me try very hard. But, it's also making it's effects. In fact I'm slowly becoming more social friedly. I hope to achieve my target this time and, in future, to abandon this addiction.
Feeling very depressed right now and surviving in this challenge is the only good thing happening in my life life. My mood has lately been great but i am still doing bad on productivity front, still inconsistent with my daily schedules with exams knocking at the door. And thinking about it is depressing hell out of me. I know it is usually not the place to share this but I couldn't help it.
It gets easier as days pass by. I am on my 7 th day and it's definitely the case with me. I am sure u can abandon this addiction. Stay strong
