Had exactly the same dream haha. About a week ago this kind of dream was just a "normal" dream but now it's like you sad a nightmare and was also so happy to wake up and realise I didn't relapse.
Day 9, 10% in. Today's way more difficult than yesterday. Can't get rid of the urges. More that I just wanna look at pictures than use, but I know that's a really bad idea. Seeing a strong link now between low mood and wanting PMO. My emotions and self-esteem are all over the place since I started this.
10/90 80 left. The good: I started to feel more energized, and I have an improved go-getter attitude. I can hold eye contact better than before. I feel a little more confident and the ladies seem to be respond better towards me. The bad: Yes, I have urges and I need to handle them everyday, but I work on them.
18 days I'm literally so amped for this challenge you don't even understand. The drive I have is incredibly strong right now and I don't see myself straying from my ultimate goal. With that being said, I need to learn to be more supportive as I'm apart of another online community and I keep on seeing some of my closest people in it relapse and it hurts me every time. I guess I just want to see as many people succeed because we are so much better than this. PLEASE don't fall into temptation or triggers. Distract yourself, get up and get moving, surround yourself with people and loved ones because you can't do this alone. Rant over. 18 down 72 more to go.
