Day 4 underway ! End of a great week of exams, hitting new squat records at the gym and talking to more and more people !
Never let your guards down.... And never check that whether you can control your urges or not because I know no one can control their urge of M after watching P. I was sure that I can but it was all a lie just to make me M. So be careful. God bless
Day 15 half way there and I feel like I'm at the breaking point. I don't think I've gone 15 consecutive days of no pm since I was a child. All of this has put in perspective just how messed up I am. There are times during the day where I feel like I'm going through mental withdrawal. Not watching porn has actually been harder than not masturbating for me.
1/30 Graduated from college today. I'm officially certified as a strength coach. Life is good. However, I've seen more improvement in my personal life and sociability in the past month than the entire last semester, anecdotally because of NoFap. When I relapsed, for a day I felt all of my self-control drain and my impulsivity come rushing back. No more. I like the feeling I had before. I want to keep it and hold on to it. I want to keep myself from that which makes me worse. No P and NoFap are my answer. Congrats to everyone here for embarking on something so difficult.
Day 8: I really start to think that I am able to live a life without P and insane M, and that's a very good feeling. I don't feel completely healed yet but I have faith I've acquired so much selfcontrol since I started no PMO, I am so glad I found this community. I don't remember how though, because at that time I wasn't aware of my issues. It seems like my computer itself drove me here somehow