NoFap update 87 days

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Bpositive, Dec 17, 2017.

  1. Bpositive

    Bpositive Fapstronaut

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    Hello all. I hav not relapsed even once in past 87 days.Overall in the last 160 days i hav masturbated only once. I have noticed the following effects on my body since i started NoFap
    1) My penis has changed its appearance it is more longer when it gets erected than wider.
    2) On some days my libido is quite good and i get erections easily to about 60 to 65 percent. on other days my libido stays very low.
    3) in this past 3 months i have been on hard mode no sexual images no fantasizing , no any touching of penis.
    4) In this past 87 days i have never felt too high a libido. It is usually little high for some days then goes down totally.
    5) Also at some point during this period i have never felt anything on kissing mywife or cuddling her. Things which erected my penis about 3 to 4 years back when my porn addictions were less.
    6) But lately in last week or so i can see i am getting 70 to 75 percent erections byforeplay which is a big change compared to 0 erections 3 months back with same things. My libido has gradually increased too in last 1 week. I definitely can see lots of changes in nofap.

    But i hav noticed one interesting thing. I dont notice my high libido unless i start kissing or cuddling. Then suddenly out of nowhere i get erections and i feel the craving to do sex. But after a while it seems like my libido goes down again. And after a while when i start kissing then again my erections are good and after i finish kissing the libido goes down again. Is this normal? I am waiting for the day when my libido will be high even without sexual contact with a girl.

    Also now that i am seeing good erections but those erections only happen during some times. Like if i get close to my wife 5 times in a day then only 2 or 3 times i get good erections and feel good. The rest of the times my libido is low. Have u guys felt something similar?
    Also my morning erections are not back consistently. Would these b back 100 % once we are healed?

    Should i take ed pills and do sex at this time? Wil taking ed pills upset my progess so far in last 87 days? Thanks guys.
     
  2. Bpositive

    Bpositive Fapstronaut

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    Hello all. I hav not relapsed even once in past 87 days.Overall in the last 160 days i hav masturbated only once. I have noticed the following effects on my body since i started NoFap
    1) My penis has changed its appearance it is more longer when it gets erected than wider.
    2) On some days my libido is quite good and i get erections easily to about 60 to 65 percent. on other days my libido stays very low.
    3) in this past 3 months i have been on hard mode no sexual images no fantasizing , no any touching of penis.
    4) In this past 87 days i have never felt too high a libido. It is usually little high for some days then goes down totally.
    5) Also at some point during this period i have never felt anything on kissing mywife or cuddling her. Things which erected my penis about 3 to 4 years back when my porn addictions were less.
    6) But lately in last week or so i can see i am getting 70 to 75 percent erections byforeplay which is a big changecompared to 0 erections 3 months back with same things. My libido has gradually increased too in last 1 week. I definitely can see lots of changes in nofap.

    But i hav noticed one interesting thing. I dont notice my high libido unless i start kissing or cuddling. Then suddenly out of nowhere i get erections and i feel the craving to do sex. But after a while it seems like my libido goes down again. And after a while when i start kissing then again my erections are good and after i finish kissing the libido goes down again. Is this normal? I am waiting for the day when my libido will be high even without sexual contact with a girl.

    Also now that i am seeing good erections but those erections only happen during some times. Like if i get close to my wife 5 times in a day then only 2 or 3 times i get good erections and feel good. The rest of the times my libido is low. Have u guys felt something similar?
    Also my morning erections are not back consistently. Would these b back 100 % once we are healed?

    Should i take ed pills and do sex at this time? Wil taking ed pills upset my progess so far in last 87 days? Thanks guys.
     
  3. Bpositive

    Bpositive Fapstronaut

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    This is really tough for us men to go through. Having less urges really sucks. Right from childhood i have been filled with lust but in last 90 days or so i have become asexual. Feels like will never b able to do sex again. Sometimes i have foreplay and my erections happen 1 or 2 minutes after i finish foreplay. It seems brain signalling of dopamine has slowed down. Its really the scariest thing in life to go through. Just need to b as tough as we can