Day 1/7: Put some sites on my block list in my web blocker. At least for now i want to remove any type of artificial estimulation. I feel that the effects of the rebooting process are greater this way. I'm feeling really motivated to go to at least 7 days. Day 1 completed!
Day 3 the hardest Day so far but only my fault I didn't canceled my thoughts at the beginning and they became much more intense and harder to control , but I knew if I rezist 1h 30min I will go to meet my friends and so I if I would be with my friends I didn't have that thought of watching porn. But it was very hard to get this urge to watch porn out of my mind but I went outside, doing push ups listen to music read some paragraphs of the Bible anything just to pass 1h so that I can finnaly meet my friends . I think it was worth to don't watch porn because in my group I felt like I can speak more and felt more comfortable in my skin
Day 5 rising... With fireballs ready to burst in failure, I'm about to sleep... Let's hope... pray... That I won't release the next morning and later on... Let this be day 5 A solid, full of life 5 And then love to see 6 and the show must go on... I can do this...I know I can
