Day 4 - Feeling some urges today and alot of sex drive. Trying to keep myself busy and emotionally grounded. Usually around now I stop doing the daily recovery goals that I have. Going to keep at it!
So today I’ve decided to get back on NoFap. The longest I’ve gone is a month... twice, but I always find some excuse to jack off. This time it won’t happen. Mind over matter. I am too much of an alpha to let my sexual desires control my actions. I own my body my body doesn’t own me. If anyone would like to be accountability partners please message me. I need to end this addiction once and for all
I am now on Day 2. Yesterday was really really hard but I think I can manage. This morning I was looking an arousing video and instead of fapping I did biceps curls while doing so. Really seemed to help. I am commiting to use this amongst other techniques to stop fapping for at least 7 days! Count me in!
Almost reached the goal... Saw the top from a distance.. A moment of anger and stress too me down back to Day 0 But it's a good day... Even though I relapsed I can see the overall progress in me... So... Here we go again... Day 0