8/30 Today I was home the whole day, in the morning I was studing, at night i did some school work again, and watched some documentaries. Going to bed now.
About an hour ago I ended up receiving a very unexpected bj which led to sex and sets me back to 0 zero. I want to start tomorrow at day 1/30, but all I can think about is what if it happens again. How do you turn down a bj?
I had sex yesterday. I guess it's not a relapse, right? It's about no porn and no fapping and no porn and I don't need a hard mode myself, right? So , it's day 13
Day 13; I’m two years clean today of all drugs and alcohol. Thats thanks to the NA programme and working the twelve steps into my life. I’ve been applying the same principles into my recovery from pmo and have been using this forum and an online NoFap site as my fellowship rather then leaning on the fellowship of NA which I use for my drug and alcohol addiction. Feeling ontop of the world today; but in a balanced sense of things
Have to acquire self control! I'm in this for the 30 days and hopefully more! I'm done feeling pity for myself. It's time to get serious. This is day 0 for me
Day 5, I have a 15km run scheduled for my birthday in June in a wonderful place. The training sessions will help me to forget porn. This night, I've watched porn and masturbated, and then I woke up, hahaha feels good man ! Still going on !