What's there in the absence of light? It's the darkness. What does human mind resort to when it's alone? It inclines to the passive routes and do the most easiest things that would release dopamine. And M and PMO gets the top priority in that. It's nothing unusual. But don't you think that you have all the amazing hormones to deal with those unpleasant things in your life. Don't you think that you should now start feeling those situations that make you unpleasant for your growth doesn't lie in jacking off to those situations. Don't you think that you can read some books on EQ and learn to deal with those situations. Do you have some ideas on what you should be doing to face those situations? I never knew that you are a doctor mate. So good and noble profession you are in! And about your family mate, don't blame anyone of them. He may have shown you the first porn but you decided to continue that. You decided to take that road and walk on it each day knowing it was a mental poison. And even family members can be mean. I have faced similar situations. Accept the responsibility for whatever happened. It was a past and its over now. Sort out your priorities. Give time to people who value you and your time even though its a family member. You have come here alone and would leave from here alone and nothing should matter to you except your life. True mate. The world in nothing but sex and ego. It's a sexual world we live in. The eyes that want to explore body has to be checked. The ears that want to hear those lusty words must be controlled. Even the tongue that wants to taste exciting tastes must be kept in some check too.And the skin that burns for the touch of another skin. You would always get polluted if you stay in polluted air. What do you plan do about your ambience? How would you keep your senses in check? And you must cleanse your mind through good thoughts, meditation, yogas, noble deeds, reading and serving humanity selflessly. That indeed sounds a good plan. Make this work. I would be happy if you could pull this off Porn is certainly wrong mate. It's fake. It's staged. It's addictive. It ruins countless lives. And it's an illusion at gigantic scale. No girl would like to make love the way they portray it. And most important, it's an evil thought and hence its fruits would always be evil. I see how people the closest to you have been the most troublesome for you. But remember mate, it's your life. Every moment you spend with someone moulds your character. What would you do to minimize the time you spend with your brother? How can you avoid your sister? Can you explain them about your life and the bigger goals you want and how they are being a hindrance to you? You gotto take some decision mate and speak on the face else family members become parasite and suck onto your life while keeping you weak. Don't you want your life and goals? Just because they share something common with you doesn't mean that they can treat your time and your mind and you the way they want. What would you do about this? That indeed sounds amazing. How would you make it work each day of your life? I wish you all the best mate. Hope you take back fill control of your life and achieve your goals to lead a luxurious independent life. I have now picked myself up again and now targeting 2 years clean. All the best. Let's compete
Day 160/365 About a month has passed since I posted the latest post. How's it going on your beautiful journey, my friends? Actually, I was really tired of using the internet these days; but I wanted to see how you all were doing, so I started liking all of your comments 3 days ago, then I hated that something like "you can't send likes over 50 in a half of day" you know. lol You all seem to be doing well, I should take a leaf out of your book and staying clean. I began a habit of meditation since July 1st, it's becoming fun for me to do, especially, it's good to do in the early morning. Reading is also good. I'm becoming be able to wake up by 5 a.m., but someday I fail; I can't still control my sleeping cycle, and I have to make efforts on it. Keep going my friends, stay motivated and stay clean! I hope all of you'll have a great journey with 365-days challenge.
38/365 I went for a walk in the park this morning and I saw a couple kissing. My penis was erected, and I was too sensitive. I didn't sleep well last night. I had some pornographic dreams. I need a full rest Relax, take your time Bless you all
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