[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 0 for me! Here I go!

 

2 days

 

Day 6. Slight struggle today. Wanted to look at porn while on my phone. But resisted. I'm at work so that's keeping me busy.

 

day 10

 

Just started! day 1

 

Day 90, but it doesn't feel like a victory yet. I still have strong urges, so it'll probably take longer for me. Well, I did it nevertheless. Good luck everyone.

 

I'm on a day 0 of my 90th days challenge

 

back to write. Day 29. I am trying improve social relations, I am trying to overcome my limits in friendships. I went for a weekend at my friend home. I can say it was the first time I enjoyed really life

 

relapse on saturday, relapse sunday and relapse today

remember i write how easy it becomes after a while and all that.... well it´s true. but in fact i was going through a flatline period so it was very easy to made the last week without relapse because i didn´t have any urges.
on saturday i had strong urges and i couldn´t hold that urges and i relapse

i´m going to start again. i mentalize myself that i will have flatline periods and horny periods, the important thing is don´t relapse and keep focusing on the goal.

still i manage to reach 20 days, personal record

 

Day 9/90

 

70/90

 

Day 4/90

 

Day 1/90. Relaxed.

 

Day 40/90.Not much to report except that I'll be climbing a mountain from August 2nd,so I have been busy training for that.

 

Day 6/90 feeling great today, no urges and a pretty busy day... Let's go brothers!! Try to keep busy so you can think about something else!

 

Good day. No porn. Did some socializing and went for a jog. Skipped my SLAA meeting so I could finish watching Titanic. Oh well, stayed sober.

 

Day 0. I was doing P since I was 12 and PMO since I was 18. I need to reboot

 

Day 44 (Season IV)

Total self-control for great success is my vision.

 

Day 2 coming to an end!

 

49/90