Day 5- I am beginning to become optimistic again. The dark veil that had covered me is lifting slowly by slowly.
Day 18 has been hell so far, I was heading toward a major relapse tonight. My mind has been flooded with anticipation for it for half a day but I've now turned the tables and taken steps to stop it from happening. Provided I get to the gym tonight I will continue my quit. Damn this is the hardest day yet.
42 days I slept very late last night because of my emotional swings. Deal with two things this morning. Rest at home in the afternoon. I feel like I can't get involved in heavy work, and I can only do what I can. Keeping sober is the first. Bless you all