I can sympathise with what you are saying and have felt it to. However I think it is important that we do not speak of these problems in the third person... You are the addict and the behaviour is yours. You have to accept ownership of it to overcome it... Good luck in your journey!
Day 5 complete. My reading this morning said to leave the results to God. I’m going to try to do that today.
Day 17. Had a good time hitting the gym this morning. Any other time would have been spent in front of the computer most of the day.
do not get drunk!!! moderate alcohol consuptiom to a minimum!!! drunkness drains your willpower, makes you more easy to relapse, and will induce brain fog the next day. excessive alcohol considerably retard your recovery from the damages that porn made, so watch out.
day 2. awful day today, i was very weak, sad and tense. also brain fog hit me hard (i was expecting that). i was so sad that i just got home and cried. not particulary because of a bad day (in fact, comparing to other brain fog days, this was not one of the worst) but because i have seen this movie over and over again . the suffering of relapse and the suffering of the initial stages of recovery. but i not regret the last relapse, no, i learn from it, and i think that´s the important part. each time i fall i know something better about me and my sickness keep strong brothers, don´t give up!! we´re gonna make this.
Day 32/90 caught myself again trying to flirt with these girls at work. I'm still a working progress in many ways lol, all in all the run for 90 continues..
