Day 10 and was struggling. I watched a short video on Amazon prime tonight about addiction meant for teens and it hit home with me. I wish I would have learned sooner about how you can have addictive traits to anything. I really felt like I was going to give in tonight but I have new strength to not fail.
Day 11 .. Was unable to handle myself today but luckily i resisted today .. I have made decision to quit it for some yrs to get good results