Day 3 - Finding it difficult to climb out of the slippery slope of relapse. I was clean from pornography, masturbation and orgasm for around 5 months before I visited a prostitute, an event which I regret. Since then I have strung together multiple streaks of less than week before binging on pornography and masturbating each time. This time will be different.
After 2 weeks of plunging into the old bad habits yet again, I am back in. I had a 6 month streak this year. Feeling so sad at losing it and losing it so badly. Here to make amends big time. Starting Day 1.
I am working towards day 3 after relapsing. I had reached 16 days then failed and failed again. I know I am better than this and must not give in.
Well done at coming back. You've done it before, you can do it again. It's not how many times you fall, but how many times you rise.
