11/60. It's quite a new start for me today. I haven't been working for enough hour for 8 days. it's a big procrastination. despite this fact, I have kept working on my research for 30+ days since I start my No-P challenge in this forum, which is amazing; before that, I seldom persist longer than 7d. last month was a good start, and I did it. this 8d procrastination seems like a relapse for me, even though I did not touch porn. you know, porn is one of my most destructive ways to procrastinate. quitting PMO is important, but it's procrastination that lay in the core of my problem. I reviewed what I have been doing these days, and I'm shocked to find that my work advanced so little, and my life and my mind so messy. time for a new start. I'll check in in this page for quitting PMO, but I restart my 30d challenge in another thread for quitting PMO + working for enough hour on weekdays. I'm looking forward to this new journey, I'll try my best!
52/60 Are you sure that procrastination is the core of your problem? Or could it be that procrastination follows after a night of bad sleep?
Day 1/60 and I'm as ill as a very ill person. Been struggling to breathe properly all day and coughing a persistent, dry cough. Tried to go to rehearsals but they sent me home because they wanted me to rest up and get properly better before rehearsing again. So instead I've been reading about category theory. It's pretty interesting, but I'm having to rush through it because I have to finish it within a week... Hope you're all feeling better than I am!
Day 25/60...today I experienced the sense that this healing is for a greater purpose than self happiness...so I hope that we shall overcome together...and that every single merit be dedicated to that goal.