I agree, finding this site has been the best thing for me. Before this I never considered that I was a porn addict, but not I finalize realize that I am and I have begun to do something about it for myself, my wife and for family and friends. Keep up the good work 81 days is great.
Day 0 I broke my 5 days streak today and signed in on this website after trying to prevent PMO for last 1 year alone by myself. And I am just a 15 year old kid. I have been doing M since 3 years. My highest ever is 16 days, so I am sure I will not be able to reach 60 right away but I hope I don't relapse many times.
Don't get down about a relapse, we all have had them. But congratulations for getting back up and starting over again. We are all here because we are going through the same thing and more importantly we are all here to help support you and each other. Good luck and one day at a time.
I relapsed today. I didn't expect myself to relapse so quickly. I will try again. Good luck to you too.
Day 31/60. I've been so incredibly low, anxious and irritable for the last week. Heavy heart, like someone is digging their finger into my chest or like an emptiness that can't be filled with food. It comes and goes all day. I've been working away for a while now and am getting seriously homesick, so that's part of it, but not using PMO to hide the pain and give me a sense of "control" is, I think, one reason I've never felt it this badly. Oh, and I quit my job - home in three days
Day 1 has been a success! I started watching a new anime on netflix called "Glitter Force" it's like an anime about a high school girl that finds out she is a super hero and uses her make up to transform into like this sailor moon type character and her and her five friends are the glitter force that battle this evil wolf villain that summons wacky monsters each episode! I also played too new steam games called "Princess Remedy" and another game called the "light bearers". I also went and did a 2 hour heavy leg workout filled with squats to take care of my sexual energy. I'm making it a thing to workout every day to take care of my energy! I started working out again on day 0 after being inactive from the gym for one year. So i'm trying to get back into shape and beat pornography at the same time. Previously I worked out for 5 years consistently but haven't worked out in one year entirely. So, my day was good!
